today i woke up at like 545 to meet darryl at the bus stop.. we thn met vic on the bus.
when we reached suntec we sat in the que for like super long..finally we got in...at first in the moring i was realli happy...ya thn aft service i went lunch wif small jon, dean, mel,arielle,vic...but i din eat jus sat there watch them eat
thn went back to suntec waited for pres, jerald to hav lunch...we went to macs then they began to tease every1..aft tt we went to sky garden jus sit there... they all went to bring this new guy to the toilet thn i jus sat there.. thn i tot"wat does family mean?"i think and think... thn i tot am i in the family im in ??
i treasure this family alot...i treasure very few things to this degree...im afraid tt i would loose it..yesterday pastor said tt i will get a breakthrough if i need 1.. i told jesus i need 1 in the area of my friendships..a veri big 1
i was realli sad. i also dunno y...so they came back thn they wanted to go to kopitiam.. i jus sat there..din realli wanna move...
we walked there thn we met nic(the pro artist) ya we sat down...thn they talked...i dunno y i got realli pissed or something like that..i told them i needed to go , thn i jus walked off...i realiesed i jus needed time to be alone... think about wat is happening around me..
i went to the bus stop i saw parry.. we started talking...
i really love my family.. but i dunno if i should be in it... i really treasure it .. but its like all RS family...so i sorta feel like the thorn amogst the roses..
thanks jearld.. for caring bout me...
p.s
pls tag ur anws for the question.."what does family mean?"
