tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-292197662011-04-22T02:31:37.142+08:00abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.comBlogger331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-20021910987115292342007-10-26T20:46:00.000+08:002007-10-26T20:58:09.647+08:00feelings of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">ambivalence , sad that maybe i haven't spent enough time getting to know some of my class mates, perhaps i've been treating them badly. but im really happy about the friends i've mad this year people i thought that will never be my friends turned out the be close friends. The lessons i learned this year- i really thank God for them. I guess next year is another year for me to change, meet new people, learn from my mistakes.<br /><br />wells my new teacher is like super super GAY. he like wears tight shirts!OMG!wells im praying for favour with him.this week i've been hearing that physic is super hard, ohwells, i'll jus have to be special and do so so so well because i have Jesus.<br /><br />of course there's training, one of the trainings i actually had fun in such a long time.<br />after training i pissed JQ off dam bad- i was like thinking thanks for all the bad memories you gave me.time for u to have a taste of them.<br /><br />some of us wanted to go out, but in the end we parted separate ways, was kind of disappointed. Slept it of on the bus HEHE!<br /><br />tmr-- last dg this year, im ok ok with it la. im not really close to my dg , so ohwells.<br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-2002191098711529234?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-55436107280826770942007-10-25T21:22:00.000+08:002007-10-25T21:39:23.202+08:00As the school year draws to a close, all thats left are memories, friendships(we all hope will last a life time).Be it good or bad, i know that my Daddy has a special plan for me.<br /> This year has just gone by, just like that. Its so FAST.<br />i remember the bus rides in OEP, the rugby tour to perth, so many things happened for me this year. not forgetting the C'Div Championships<br /> I just realised that if someone u feel should be your friend, doesn't want to, don force yourself.<br />just let go and let God.<br /> This year has really been a year Daddy has shown himself to me more in the areas of my study<br />with the amount of effort i put in, i don't deserve the results i get.Its my heavenly Daddy.<br /> The three 'wishes' i had for this year two have come to past, and i have such a confidence that the last one will come true in the next one or two months<br /><br /><br /> He see the tears that u cry all alone;<br /> hears the silent cries of your aching heart<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-5543610728082677094?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-33201511378682119472007-07-05T22:38:00.000+08:002007-07-05T22:43:50.999+08:00todays a special day... hehe .. yea u all shud know what it is...<br />anyways today i woke up like dam sehh like that la...<br />went to school got the stupid REW thing(religious emphasis week)<br />the teacher cant sing la... really CMI<br />i felt like today was like super fast.<br />ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM!whee<br />nothing much....<br />zoom??<br />ppl shudn't be emo... its bad for health..<br />takes too much energy..<br />LOL<br />random-ness<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-3320151137868211947?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-23081040398504926522007-07-04T22:16:00.000+08:002007-07-04T22:30:14.516+08:00today... training in the morning 2hrs. hehe...<br />jus a normal day, except where my bestie cried... damm wat la...<br />he got sent out of class... thn he met the DM outside(and he's a prefect)<br />thn he cried... so i ask i got sent out on purpose... yea... aiya.. he was like dam sad la..<br />anyways.. like the rest of the day was fine!!yay!<br /><br />on a sadder note... like everything is opposite... good is bad, bad is good...<br />being bad is cool?!! wat so cool bout being bad? it jus show u cant control yourself<br />wats wrong with studying hard?listening in class?!!<br />Daddy only u can change the World<br /><br /><br />anways im like always sad recently...which is so not good!!!<br />yesterday i cried before i slept... was thinking bout all the stuff going on...<br />family, friends, best friends.. yea.. all that..<br />good thing i have my Daddy!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-2308104039850492652?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-59322234048398571482007-03-20T20:59:00.000+08:002007-03-20T21:18:43.369+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;">hello world!!im kinda high now.may be was cause of the brownies<br />and peanut butter<br />today,a good day cause jesus is with me!<br />anyways,to who ever read the previous posts<br />and misunderstood it...i don really care.and i wont care<br />to explain myself.<br />may be i'll blog later...<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-5932223404839857148?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-30748739011342311982007-03-17T01:40:00.000+08:002007-03-17T01:45:57.419+08:00today was like aikos1 first outing of the year.. haha yeah!!:D<br />well..only like 6 of the aikos 1 members and lucas, justin's fren..<br />we went to cine..the private room thing...quite cool...we watched a movie there...<br />we than went to take neo prints..<br />lol!!1st time for me! haha....<br /><br />today was quite cool.. haha...<br />cant wait for dare tmr.. yeah!!!!<br />see u guys there!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-3074873901134231198?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-91072871392745868662007-03-14T23:53:00.000+08:002007-03-15T00:02:08.218+08:00hello world...<br />y has our relationship been reduced to exchanges of smiles<br />and brief conversations??<br />mayb we haven't spend enough time together..<br /><br />da jie if u read this...I Love you!!!i will talk to u more !<br /><br />today went out with hoong and all... watch movie...<br />nothing to say ..<br />actually don feel like blogging<br /><br />i love u family<br /><br />especially da jie!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-9107287139274586866?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-69101612195342928762007-02-22T23:28:00.000+08:002007-02-22T23:38:17.538+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">today..i went for tuition..i got MRS LOO!!!she fierce x3haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">than i got home.. i found out my maid washed my bowling bag..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">i was like OMG!i was uber pissed.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">than i jus went to my com.. chatted... and read blogs..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">i was really scared for one of my frens,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">like i felt that it was really hard to sit there and watch your friend get hurt...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">i was kinda sad..so i talked to my beloved da jie!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">i just shared wat was on my heart.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">as i was talking, i felt even more sad.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">than suddenly,i felt a voice tell me.. 'read your devotional'</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">so i just grabbed it...turn to the page..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">and..haha</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">it said the devil is a liar..'he prowls around like a roaring lion</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">seeking whom it may devour'</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">and the devil cannot devour you if you don't let him to</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">and he only acts like a lion</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">he has no power</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i shall tell that to my fren!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thank you daddy!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i love you so much</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-6910161219534292876?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-22883196720676960042007-02-21T23:50:00.000+08:002007-02-22T22:37:07.083+08:00today something supernatural happened!<br />i was on the way home, on the bus,i fell asleep..<br />when i woke up it was my stop...so i rushed to the stairs,<br />but there was a woman blocking me...when i got down the stairs, the bus left my stop<br />i was kinda pissed..i was checking if all my stuff was with me<br />than i realised that <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">MY WALLET WAS MISSING<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">,<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> i rushed up stairs</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">and thank God my wallet was still there on the floor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR GOOD..<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;">daddy take my hand and walk me through life :)</span><br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-2288319672067696004?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-41084291925390953212007-02-20T22:12:00.000+08:002007-02-20T22:35:48.902+08:00hahahaha..CNY...it was quite normal.. always the same thing every year la...<br />anyways i found ways to get past time quicky..<br />sleeping<br />listening to ipod<br />stoning<br />today and yesterday were to most fun la..<br />we went bowling..hha..i rock at it la..i should be in the school team<br />yesterday we bowled till like 2am.. super cool la...<br />my cousin was telling stupid stories<br />today was more fun.. cause my score rocked!!<br /><br />today they came over to my house ..well,some not all<br />me and hongyew had a dam fun tink la..<br />barbecuing the roti prata.. haha turned out to be super super nice..<br />thn we added all the weird things...<br /><br />haha.. i was thinking...FRIENDS<br />they are suppose to help you through life. help can come in many forms...<br />like if they stick by you, than good for you<br />if they leave you half way also good for you.<br />cause like in life there are times<br />where we think no one is there for us,and you jus ask God why aren't he isin't there for you<br />he jus softly replies,i am always here for you my beloved.<br />So for those who have problems with their friends, jus pray bout it,it will all be alright<br /><br />i miss my love family.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-4108429192539095321?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-491975162739766362007-02-14T23:08:00.000+08:002008-12-11T22:05:22.197+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_KEWeKnRk-x4/RdMml51xszI/AAAAAAAAAAM/a7MeNJP2aMg/s1600-h/DSC00436.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_KEWeKnRk-x4/RdMml51xszI/AAAAAAAAAAM/a7MeNJP2aMg/s320/DSC00436.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031407641326367538" border="0" /></a>is valentine's day the only day to love people?<br />to some might say its a special day for couples and close friends<br />but why can't we make everyday like valentine's day?<br />to love another, in school this week is agape week<br />why can't every week be agape week? the world would be a much nicer place<br />the picture reminds me of something.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">jesus</span> heart was broken and bled so ours can be clean and pure<br />and the our daddy God sent his son into this world of darkness<br />to save us.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">woohoo</span>.. i love the pic!<br />to everyone who reads the this post on the 14 of feb or even later,<br />know that everyday is a new day to love someone else.<br />and also everyday some one is loving you.<br /><br />the devil is so out to get me, he try to put ah bengs in my path, to make me sad.<br />instead i had a good laugh.<br /><br />tomorrow will be a great day, take the oppurtunity to love the people around you<br /><br />straw hearts!<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-49197516273976636?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-76521304925148822622007-02-13T23:18:00.000+08:002007-02-08T23:55:11.558+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">will you be my valentine? jesus</span><br />its not all about the roses and the chocolates and presents<br />lovers and friends give to each other, valentine's day<br />a really great day to remember who loves you the most.<br />what He did for you,it can never be matched up to by any gifts anyone can give you<br />Ask this question to your girl/boy friend"are you willing to die for me?"<br />most of the time the answers are yes, but do they actually mean it?<br />ask them to answer truthfully...haha very few people can say yes to that question<br />honestly and truthfully<br />anyways..to all my friends and family<br />happy valentines day!!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">jesus thanks for being my valentine!(:</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-7652130492514882262?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-66824722111674799092007-02-08T23:14:00.000+08:002007-02-08T23:54:53.315+08:00today!!woohoo...art was cool...im gonna get 99or 100<br />thank you jesus<br />thn the rest of the school day was waste time... haha<br /><br />than i went for tuition..haha..i did well today...<br />i got <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">JELLYBEANS</span>!!!they are cool<br />hahaha spasm... the joy of the lord is overwhelming me.<br /><br />for those who do not have a valentine,<br />look down<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />don worry...i noe someone who is ur valentine<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />JESUS!!!he will always love you ,no matter what<br /><br />jellybeans make ppl hyper,jus lookng at them,<br />make me happy!<br /><br />abel is in love...hahaha<3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-6682472211167479909?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-49428566450999762052007-02-07T22:26:00.000+08:002007-02-07T22:43:01.927+08:00wats the point in ppl boasting how many valentine's request they have?!<br />my only valentine is JESUS!!woohoo.. i love JESUS<3<br />i really wanna enjoy but.. there are ppl the devil put there to try to spoil my day..<br /><br />today i had geog test .. i fell asleep right aftter the paper.. i will do well.. everyone<br />say amen!<br />training was well.. eventful..we did contact work.. and hoong dislocated his shoulder..<br />he will get well very soon... anyways he get to pon skool tmr.. haha...<br />chatted as usual...and ya im really the salt of the earth, the light in the midst of darkness<br />thank you Jesus for bringing me there...<br />i find my joy in being, the rainbow after the rain, the stillness after the storm<br />to the people i love and hold dearly to my heart... :)<br />who ever needs this... always know that there is someone who loves u unconditionally<br /><br />T&amp;T stay happy... : D<br /><br /><br />i miss my family!...<br /><br />daddy's beloved scribled here.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-4942856645099976205?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-35059288059480267322007-01-23T22:21:00.000+08:002007-01-23T22:32:02.518+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Love is Special,</span><br />All We Used to look For Is Her Kiss.<br />Daddy's Love is For You Alone,<br />His Love is Precious.<br />Captivated by His Embrace,<br />Treasured By Him<br />Yet We Look For It In all the Wrong places,<br />Till he Finds Us And Shows Us His Face,<br />&How Much He Loves US!!<br />Now We Say:<span style="font-weight: bold;">DADDY WE LOVE YOU!</span><br /><br /><br />p.s preston is handsome<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-3505928805948026732?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-83950429721982544542006-11-25T23:25:00.000+08:002006-11-25T23:36:16.485+08:00anws to many unanswerable questions<br /><br />yes jerald u all are the ones.. the ones i treasure and love...<br />today there was camp snuggle..thn concert...dam fun la...JUMP JUMP AND JUMP<br />my legs very tired and sore...<br />i jus noticed something there is this 'daoing' conspiracy going on..<br />seem like everyone is 'daoing' me well at least i got some frens who actually care<br />like.. my da jie.. jerald..shaun.. they are the ones who actually care bout me i tink..<br />mayb some others do but i dont noe bout it... <br />isit smething i've done or jus the ppl don like me..<br /><br />anyways so wat if im emo...i'll be proud of it ok!!<br /><br />went home alone today..ppl jus dao...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-8395042972198254454?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1162225582596147732006-10-31T00:22:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.614+08:00well i got a piece of news.. good to some and bad to some...<br />i guess i won be spending christmas in singapore wif u all ..<br />some of u mayb happy,while some will be sad<br />wateva its is...sigh<br />i wanna spend christmas here but my mum is like<br />'ur only 13 u act like ur 23...u don spend time wif ur family at all...haiz..<br />i have no choice but to go... i guess so...'<br />i don really hav the mood to type bout today.. even though it was fun...<br /><br />abel-sad sad boy:'(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-116222558259614773?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1162138173554228732006-10-29T23:53:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.549+08:00anyways today was not really a veri nice sunday.. din really turn out the way i wanted it to<br />i woke up at like 7 which was like damn early cause yesterday i slept at 1 +..was at my cousins house...<br />i went 4 lunch wif arielle, nigell, arielle sis , cress...aft tt walked around.. thn go to marina watch them lan.. i keep calling preston.. thn he like don wanna anws.. i sms him ask him reserve seat wif they all. thn he go put me wif shaun.. anyways its ok..at 1st i was damn sad... thn i sleep awhile.. thn ok already...<br />camp sign up -im on waiting list number 18.. i will go in Jesus Name.. thks da jie 4 believeing God wif me tt i will go ..<br />Jesus u will fulfill the desires of my heart!! thank you<br /><br /><br />p.s thks aly 4 talking to me.. princess are nice ppl<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-116213817355422873?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1159190144619230562006-09-25T21:14:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.482+08:00i jus wished i could talk to tt person(don get the wrong idea) its jus a group of people i treasure alot..they were online ytd but my router spoil..so no internet...haiz...anyways i tink u guys noe who u r ...jus wanna le u all noe i love u guys alot and i wanna spend time wif u all..jus tt i have tuition and family commitments...<br />anyways i got my new router today...and the internet is up...<br /><br />do u all tink im emotional??? cause justin said so..<br />i tink the violent me is jus to cover up for who i really am.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115919014461923056?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1158671835206041322006-09-19T21:12:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.414+08:00i need help!!!i enjoy helping ppl but i cant help myself<br />i need some1..some1 i can open up to<br /><br />DROP THE PRETENCE ABEL!!!<br />let ppl like u for who u are.. not what u pretend to be!!<br />i need to pour out all the bottled feelings...<br />Jesus u're the only 1 who can help me<br />Jesus i need u now<br />U're grace and favour overwhelms me<br />amen:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115867183520604132?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1158586551280139482006-09-18T21:31:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.349+08:00today i woke up at like 6.30 which is like super late!!!so i was totally late for school.. nvm 1 la.. onli get booked-who cares..<br />thn school was such a bore .. almost fell asleep in all the lessons..<br />in the aftnoon i had trning.. quite slack onli gym...aft tt i went to orchard wif some ppl had a bite thn headed 4 home...<br />today was ok la<br />i hope tmr will be a more exciting day<br />i got tuition tmr..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115858655128013948?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1158420242236412502006-09-16T23:15:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.280+08:00whats wif me?i felt so happy when i went 4 dare thn aft dare i went 4 dinner.<br />during dinner i suddenly felt realli sad started see everything very negatively..i seriously duno y.<br />i noe there is nothing wrong wif me... its jus someting else.. i jus cant explain... indescribable gush of emotions overwhelmed me...<br />Jesus help ME!!!<br />i wish tt i could talk to some1 tt i trust bout this... but who??<br /><br /><br />anyways i got my blue belt today.. and deaconess Karen preached today...<br />i don noe wat else to say<br /><br />i need some1 now desperately!!<br />i need to pour out the emotions bottled inseide me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115842024223641250?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1157382517536693122006-09-04T20:09:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.217+08:00today i had trning. quite tiring ..thn i took a bus home wif lon hau...aft he left i slept.. almost miss my stop...i got home watch high shool musical... not bad la... thn i slept till like 7:30 woke up had dinner... and thn had conference with my family planning where to go .. i guess its the zoo...<br /><br />im so happy.!!!WOOHOO<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115738251753669312?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1157285314737630382006-09-03T20:06:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.152+08:00thanks pres!!! ur a great source of help...<br />I'M happy!!!1<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115728531473763038?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1157282262553913672006-09-03T19:02:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:27.066+08:00today i woke up at like 545 to meet darryl at the bus stop.. we thn met vic on the bus.<br />when we reached suntec we sat in the que for like super long..finally we got in...at first in the moring i was realli happy...ya thn aft service i went lunch wif small jon, dean, mel,arielle,vic...but i din eat jus sat there watch them eat<br />thn went back to suntec waited for pres, jerald to hav lunch...we went to macs then they began to tease every1..aft tt we went to sky garden jus sit there... they all went to bring this new guy to the toilet thn i jus sat there.. thn i tot"wat does family mean?"i think and think... thn i tot am i in the family im in ??<br />i treasure this family alot...i treasure very few things to this degree...im afraid tt i would loose it..yesterday pastor said tt i will get a breakthrough if i need 1.. i told jesus i need 1 in the area of my friendships..a veri big 1<br />i was realli sad. i also dunno y...so they came back thn they wanted to go to kopitiam.. i jus sat there..din realli wanna move...<br />we walked there thn we met nic(the pro artist) ya we sat down...thn they talked...i dunno y i got realli pissed or something like that..i told them i needed to go , thn i jus walked off...i realiesed i jus needed time to be alone... think about wat is happening around me..<br />i went to the bus stop i saw parry.. we started talking...<br /><br />i really love my family.. but i dunno if i should be in it... i really treasure it .. but its like all RS family...so i sorta feel like the thorn amogst the roses..<br /><br />thanks jearld.. for caring bout me...<br /><br />p.s<br />pls tag ur anws for the question.."what does family mean?"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115728226255391367?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1157214200868940692006-09-02T23:38:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.955+08:00well ya.. too lazy to blog...<br />on thursday i was'sick' and i didnt go to school... i woke up at like 6+..i dunno y la...<br />so thn i was dam sleepy and i went back to sleep... thn i woke up again at like 8+ so i ate the cookies i made the previous nite..i tot they were like below average compared to my last time 1..<br />bt my mum say veri nice so she took 1 box to the office... she ask me to make another batch...<br />i had a good time baking..-i enjoy cooking.<br />and at the same time i was thinking bout if i should give it to da jie i veri scared tt it is not nice..<br />and thinking wat to write on the card...alot of things came to my mind... thn i tot all to cheesy..<br />so i jus decided to write wat is on my heart..<br />after making the cookies ... i went to toy'r'us to buy ZD's present ..ya thn headed over to his house..<br />im glad he enjoyed his present... tt day they all play dota but i didnt cause my com no batt thn they all using the charger.. super sians.. so i jus sat on the sofa thinking bout wat to say when i give the present..<br />they all after playing soccer they went to buy vodka but i didnt realli play soccer so i din noe tt they went .. i was upstairs wif nic tan playing pool...<br />aiya the party was fun ..i enjoyed it alot...im too laz to type wat happened at the party la...<br />so on fri i went to suntec for bs la .. thn i saw my 'famliy'.. they all had the cute teddy bear and a realli nice card...in my mind i tot"Wa!!! so nice i doubt my mere cookies could match up to theirs"thn Jesus reminded me tt its not wat the present is is the thought tt counts...ya thn i went 4 dinner wif dean and gang...<br />thn when i went in to service<br />i saw the bear in da jie's hands she was like realli happy and was playing wif it...i was lke a lil jealous ... ok.. mayb more thn a lil jealous... tt i couldnt share tt present wif them .. they said tt they wanted it to be an rs thing so i say nvm ... i din wan to spoil their RS thing.. i was realli sad at tt time.. i started tearing..during worship.<br />during service jie was also playing wif the bear.. while i was writting her letter..i duno why but tears rolled down my cheeks and dripped on the paper .. but i din wan to ruin the letter so i told myself not to cry...<br />aft the message i walked up to da jie gave her the thing...nothing came out of my mouth..i jus said happy teachers day.. actually i wanted to say something else..thn she was like shocked tt i gave it to her.. she ask"who isit frm"<br />i jus whispered "me" she took the thing thn said a brief thank you thn i dunno wat happen .. i jus walked off .. i went to the toilet to wash my face.. thn went to meet my parents outside..<br /> we went 4 supper so i msged jie wat i wanted to say to her when i gave her the cookies...<br /><br />TODAY<br />well the first thing da jie said was "ur cookies veri nice better thn famous amos" "thanks alot "<br />so i was quite happy.. alot of good thing happened to me..ya we met chase at briefing.. and Manoj came to dare.. seems like he has settled in...praise Jesus...i wanted to sit wif the 'family' ok not realli the whole family jus wanted to talk to da jie.. but her 'son ' and another 'bro' was there so i jus remained where i was..<br /> aft dare we waited 4 ppl until like 7.25 thn went over to mellinia for dinner.. vic they all ask me to go some where .. thn gerrard ask me to go lan .. so i went lan..played like 1 1/2 hours .. dam sian .. daryl was like uber hungry- he was trembling, so i lent him money to buy food..<br />and i sent him to marine cresent-cabbed..<br />IM REALLY HAPPY!!!<br />meeting daryl and vic later at 6:30 .. super early.. need to sleep soon...<br /><br />p.s THE HOLS ARE FINALLY HERE !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115721420086894069?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1156684633544883002006-08-27T20:52:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.885+08:00i haven posted in a very very long while...<br />ok today was alright...i went 4 first ya... thn second we went mac to design to shirt thing<br />erle, joel,aloy and bradley-bought baloons thn suck in the helium .. sound dam funi...<br />after tt we went macs again wif pres,jerald,charamaine,claire,roger,joshua,aiya still got some more<br />we had lunch... thn they all wanted to buy presents...so we follow...in the end jerald and joshua and me went around looking at badminton stuff..<br /> we met up wif them again thn we went toyrus play and play.. with all the soft toys......dam lame la...<br /> after tt we all suppose to go home but thn in the end onli me wenhui...cause josh and claire wanted to buy stuff... so surprisingly we met pres,charmaine and alger... they bought something 4 the coaches..<br /> alger was dam kind he walk us all the way to the mrt thn walk back to suntec....<br />i took a bus home wof charmaine...ya.. tts all la.... tmr there is training... argh!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115668463354488300?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1156002914097460142006-08-19T23:39:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.823+08:00havent posted in a veri veri long while..today i was suppose to hav CIP but they cancelled thn they didnt tell me-HMPH!...so i waited 4 like 2hrs doing nothing..thn i had aikido..super tiring...next wekks is grading...RAWR...after tt i went 4 DARE...at first i was SUPER happy..thn when i called nokia to check on the phone..its like $398..thn numbers scare me.. i thought ... tts it la..no money anymore...i was veri veri moody....<br />ytd my da jie told me to pray 4 restoration..thn all the songs had restorration...i tink GOD wanted to speak to me... tell me ot to worry..he'll provide someway or another...but i was still thinking bout the numbers... they kept flashing in my mind..<br />during worship i jus sat down... and started to cry... i told Jesus i Need Him,I Need His LOVE!!<br />Tts exactly what he gave me..well ya.. Pator said tt we are put here to be a blessing to our frens<br />and... thanks:Jerald,Dean,Preston,Darren and jie jie shirmaine... thanks alot...<br />Im so greatful i have such frens...<br />JESUS WILL PROVIDE THE MONEY $ ME TO BUY TT PHONE... IN JESUS NAME... AMEN!!:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115600291409746014?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1155364821561070612006-08-12T14:36:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.748+08:00i jus cant fit in anywhere...i tried the sec3,thn the sec1s thn everything..thn i i jus don try...nothing happened...now tt i hav a 'family' i don even think i fit in there as well... i fell left out.. i don even noe wats going on ..<br />Jesus told me tt i do great and mighty things.. i wanna do them ..but now.. i jus tink im a face in the crowd...<br />my skool frens.. well i guess there ok... but they tease me.. talk behind my back.. who knows wat they r doing..<br /><br />well...i realli dunno wat to do... i hav no 1 to talk to .. no 1 to turn to....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115536482156107061?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1155207888196714982006-08-10T14:10:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.686+08:00haha..havent blog in a few days...too lzy...anyways it was a nice break frm school...on the eve of national day..we went to play lan..thn i went 4 tuition...it was a bore..er... what did we do??<br />ok..on natinal day i went tcher sams house to celebrate her son bdae...i left at like 3 to go orchard..to meet junkai...<br />thn he came to my house thn play and play...4 got wat happend..<br />anyways today i don go training cause my mum wanted me to study... ya so tmr i gotta do the 15 min run..:(...ya today was super slack..jus practice my math... tts all i did...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115520788819671498?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1154873646930941022006-08-06T21:59:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.618+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">WOW this weekend was SUPER FUN!!so in the morning of saturday i woke up...thn i watched bleach till like 950<br />i was gonna be late for aikido..so mum and dad sent me to the mrt.thn i took a mrt to dover..i was like 10 mins late..so i skipped most of the warm up and laying the mats... thn after tt sensei came so...every1 was like super serious... wa!!the training was super tiring...but finish veri early..12 instead of 1230,1245..<br />thn after i bathe the sec2 ruggers where taking ice bathe...so cool...<br />so thn my dad picked me up and sent me to suntec..ya thn had lunch and all..i called manoj(my new believer)<br />but so sad he not coming...but its ok...thn i went up..anjo was dunno studying geog or something..thn parry chase us out of the overflow area to the lift lobby there..anyways dare was veri veri fun..pastor dan preach the msg was the same 1 i was listening to in the car... but after he explain i understnad it better...<br />after dare we were playing...ah.. i 4got wat we were playing...pierson was playing the guitar it was super cool..<br />oh ya aloy was like CRAZY cause he wanted me to jump and hit the low ceiling so i say ok.. 1st time he never press the button...2nd time he took a pic insted of video..the lady behind us was like "xiao xin xiao xin"..thn we all started laughing like crazy ..me pierson and aloy share cab to skool for haven...<br />OMG it was like how nice...the whole thing Rocked except tt we had to sit upstairs..cause some ppl din wan to give up the seats..they book the whole row..thn i rushed home..cause i was like veri hungry...thn i cooked the leftover stuff frm the BBQ..YUMMY:)XD<br /><br />Sunday<br />dad din wake me up so my mum sent me to suntec..i met the usual ppl at macs...nigell is crazy...he don believe there is purple belt in aikido..wat a moron!!!Pastor lian was preaching the sermon she preached at DARE..we left at 1045 to the arcade thn they all play...<br />i tot some of them were going lan turned out tt no 1 went so... i went to mk to see my jie jie wenwen..<br />thn after tt i went to marina walk around...so lonely ,so bored-i walked around the whole thing like three times..<br />ok..im to lazy to type the rest ..so bye bye...tmr i not a good day!!!but it will be in Jesus name..<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115487364693094102?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1154621999336593132006-08-04T00:18:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.553+08:00in the morning my dad scolded me for not waking up on time..<br />so i was like watever la..couldnt reali be bothered...<br />thn i had discus training...it was like how funni..cause this guy who like our senior<br />made us throw and throw..so i was super bored.. thn we had 'competition'...and i jus anyhow<br />throw...Mr Yap(phy. sci)was how grouchy...he was late thn i ask him y he was late ..<br />guess wat he said..."got a problem with tt??"..wth la..so i was stoning in the lab..<br />blah blah..thn we had recess...thn so on and so forth..we had to stay back 4 life science prac make up lesson..we did the dunno wat DNA thingy..cant rmb the name...thn i had training...it was so fun..<br />so slack..coach was Super NICE ...thn i went home wif quam and shaun..when shaun left thn me and quam were listening to *ahem*thn we burst out laughing...laugh util stomach ache..<br />oh ya thn i watch the chinese show..the 1 at 9 ...its NICE!!..oh wells..thn i watch my aikido video..<br />till like now..its 12+and i havent slept and i gotta wake up at 6.10<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">tmr...I DON WANNA GO TO SCHOOL!!!</span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></span><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:webdings;" ><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;">oh wells.. i better go now and sleep<br />bye bye cant wait 4 tmr can see my 'family'XD :)<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115462199933659313?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29219766.post-1154529853810390482006-08-02T22:40:00.000+08:002006-11-16T12:20:26.398+08:00it was how bad la..we messed up today-veri badly<br />we played the match thn i left for home with Jun Kai and quamand other ppl..<br />so its was like super funni..we called*ahem*thn he asked her*ahem**ahem*<br />thn we all burst out laughing!!!hahahahaha..<br />ya so tt was my afternoon and evening..<br />thn now at nite i jus created the blog<br />yeah:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29219766-115452985381039048?l=scribblingsofthebeloved.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>abelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17376740442502761850noreply@blogger.com0